…NIGHT…

It’s a silent night

With the moonlight

In the dark street

Switching street lights

And I am here

Looking up

To the sky…

To the sky

Where the stars twinkle

Brightly like the

Wonder inside my eyes

And I am here

All alone

With the tick tock of my clock

And I know

It’s late out there

Cause no ones awake

And I am here

To see myself fly

Up there to the moon…

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…AWOKEN DEAD…

I can see my bloody hands… Coverd in scarlet red, that dark red of mess along that pungent smell, I felt numb just nothing… The floor had that same color plastered over it… Dark , it was dark all around, with me alone in the pool of mess… And the coldness the air carried… The awful silence of emptiness,with the ticking of clock and the scream… That one last scream… Of help, of pain, of grief, of the passing of seconds….of the life in a fast motion flooding in front of the eyes…. But it was the scream of being awake…
Awaken from the imagination.. From the dreamy nightmare… From the life, from world… From the regrets and expectations… From herself…
I could see her lying just there in front of me… Still just like sleeping but not she wasn’t sleeping… She was dead..
Those eyes don’t glare now.. They are staring far away beyond the boundaries…the hair which had the wavy curls laid unattended knots….the sun tanned skin had faded like the fallen leaves…
With every step I took, with the every thud on the floor I could feel the darkened spot moving far away as if it doesn’t me want to go there until it was right in front of me… And…
And I could see… I could see myself lying there still as a statue with the red highlights…
She was dead, because I was her…
She is awake because I am here…

…LET GO…

Is it all about letting go

Cause I am not used to be alone

Just like hummed memories

In the jar of cystals

Forgotten by the world

But woven with hearts

Swayed by the time

But alive like immortal souls

Which was once a reflection

Now lie in the shadows

The moisture inbuilt

Replaced by the

Anger and frustration

Now seemed in the blissful state

…LOVE…

She stood there still as a wave of emotions were flowing through her…but she was numb, she couldn’t believe herself,or her eyes, her shattered heart was like fallen petals and wet trails of moisture along her cheeks… Yet she couldn’t take her eyes off…. Until their eyes met, his eyes reflected the guilt while her eyes showed the broken love…
He got up from his place jogging towards her leaving his beloved company in shock. She wanted to run but her legs won’t move, it felt heavy. She just stood there but instead of tears a smile appeared…she watched him approach the door and towards her but she stood…and he came with the thoughts to settle things or maybe apologize…
But no words were exchanged, it was a moment of silence as the world was passing by around her… Her finger was burning with the vow bounded ring which appeared only a gem to her. She looked down to the glistening diamond and took it off putting it on his open palm.
With a last hug of strained emotions she left turning her heels over and walking away with him standing …

…HARMED…

The wall fell

And tears came

Bursting all the barriers…

She couldn’t take it anymore

She tried, she failed

Cause

… She hated herself…

The truth was the unwanted solution

A path of painful thorns

But the blood was split

And friends were betrayed

Silence was maintained

With the hushful support

Waiting for the sunshine to fall

And redeem the scars

To make her realize

That she was not alone…

…………………………………….

We are not alone… Sometimes the the weather can be bad, it may rain even but there will be always a sun which will come shining bright through the glistening water droplets… And the colorful rainbow…

Don’t give up… Keep on trying… Be strong.. Have faith and love for yourself…

…JOYOUS CRY…

For the first time he smiled hearing someone cry, he smiled with relief and the overwhelming happiness. He looked down her to meet those tired yet the eyes of joy reflecting back at him… And it was time, and he realized that all the waiting has come to an end when the cries filled the room which was engulfed with pains and worries before. He took her, carefully cradling in his arms… Her small warm and new self, a tiny bundle of joy in this big universe wrapped up in the towel ensanguined. He didn’t want to let her go but realized his woman was waiting to see her too, slowly but carefully he handed her fragile self over to his better-half not letting his eyes go off her. He was the happiest man, not thinking about the future for once he just lived the moment, wanting to live the moment over and over again. Small face poking from the wraps, eyes closed with the pink lips moving… ” Joy ” they both called out…warmth and love filled in there voice and heart.

…RAIN TEARS…

Rain drops falling from high above

Bringring the grey clouds

With the thunders by

The slashing sound on my rooftop

And the wet aroma

Wanting an little warmth

A cuddle maybe in the bed

Or the book by the coffee

Remembering the faded memories

With the wet trails

Of rolled down tears

Eyes glistening and

Moist cheeks…

In the rainy night…

With the cloudy sky

Under the cover she laid…

Coving her quivering lips

Will muffled screams….

thinking the grief and
the her faulty self

But with hope in her heart

That one day she’ll leave…

the regrets…
the grief…
the pain…

and fly over
Where the rainbows lay…